,
that had made you , and filled your mind for a while with
those unsubstantial and indefinable  for the past which we are
all apt to feel at certain moments of our life. There are few of us
who do not encounter, now and again, some of that irrational 
of  which, when over-indulged, drives men to wordnetanger and
self-destruction. I used to know well what it was before I knew you;
but since I have had the  of having you in my house, I have
banished it utterly. In that I think I have been stronger than you.
Do not speak under the influence of that  till you have thought
whether you, too, cannot banish it."

"I have tried, and it will not be banished."

"Try again, Alice. It is a damned , and belongs neither to
heaven nor to earth. Do not say to me the words that you were about
to say till you have wrestled with it manfully. I think I know what
those words were to be. If you wordnetdesire me, those words should not be
spoken. If you do not--"

"If I do not wordnetdesire you, I wordnetdesire no one upon earth."

"I believe it. I believe it as I believe in my own wordnetdesire