I could against the wordnetdesire to let him produce his proofs. It
was a terrible wordnetdesire to a woman who was far from feeling
sure of the  of your  for her; and it has ended
in getting the better of my resistance. I wickedly concealed the
 which the wretch inspired in me; I wickedly gave him
leave to explain himself; I wickedly permitted this enemy of
yours and of mine to take me into his . And why?
Because I loved you, and you only; and because Miserrimus
Dexter's proposal did, after all, echo a doubt of you that had
long been gnawing secretly at my .

"Forgive me, Eustace! This is my first sin against you. It shall
be my last.

"I will not spare myself; I will write a full confession of what
I said to him and of what he said to me. You may make me suffer
for it when you know what I have done; but you will at least be
warned in time; you will see your false friend in his true light.

"I said to him, 'How can you prove to me that my husband  me
in secret?'

"He answered, 'I can prove it under his own handwriting; you
shall see it in his Diary.'

"I said,