 morning when I came down to breakfast, and saw that Paul was frightened--the man who loved me frightened and all his paraphernalia fallen, so that I knew it was impossible, because personal relations are the important thing for ever and ever, and not this outer life of telegrams and anger."
    She poured the sentence forth in one breath, but her sister understood it, because it touched on thoughts that were familiar between them.
    "That's foolish.  In the first place, I disagree about the outer life.  Well, we've often argued that.  The real point is that there is the widest gulf between my love-making and yours.  Yours--was romance; mine will be prose.  I'm not running it down--a very good kind of prose, but well considered, well thought out.  For instance, I know all Mr. Wilcox's faults.  He's afraid of emotion.  He cares too much about success, too little about the past.  His sympathy lacks poetry, and so isn't sympathy really.  I'd even say"--she looked at the shining lagoons--"that, spiritually, he's not as honest as I am.  Doesn't that satisfy you?"
    "No, it doesn't," said Helen.  "It makes me feel worse and worse.  You must be mad."
    Margaret made a movement of irritation.
    "I don't intend him, or any man or any woman, to be all my life--good heavens, no!  There are heaps of things in me that he doesn't, and shall never, understand."
    Thus she spoke before the wedding ceremony and the physical union, before the astonishing glass shade had fallen that interposes between married couples and the world.  She was to keep her independence more than do most women as yet.  Marriage was to alter her fortunes rather than her character, and she was not far wrong in boasting that she understood her future husband.  Yet he did alter her character--a little.  There was an unforeseen surprise, a cessation of the winds and odours of life, a social pressure that would have her think conjugally.
    "So with him," she continued.  "There are heaps of things in him--more especially things that he does--that will always be hidden from me.  He has all those public qualities which you so despise and enable all this--" She waved her hand at the landscape, which confirmed anything.
