air of intimate consultation - »What could we do for this young man, supposing he were let off? I shall send a letter with fifty pounds to the old woman to-morrow. I ought to have done it before, but it really slipped my memory, amongst the many things that have occupied me lately. But this young man - what do you think would be the best thing we could do for him, if he gets at large again? He should be put in a position where his qualities could be more telling.« Esther was recovering her liveliness a little, and was disposed to encourage it for the sake of veiling other feelings, about which she felt renewed reticence, now that the overpowering influence of her enthusiasm was past. She was rather wickedly amused and scornful at Harold's misconceptions and ill-placed intentions of patronage. »You are hopelessly in the dark,« she said, with a light laugh and toss of her head. »What would you offer Felix Holt? a place in the Excise? You might as well think of offering it to John the Baptist. Felix has chosen his lot. He means always to be a poor man.« »Means? Yes,« said Harold, slightly piqued, »but what a man means usually depends on what happens. I mean to be a commoner; but a peerage might present itself under acceptable circumstances.« »O there is no sum in proportion to be done there,« said Esther, again gaily. »As you are to a peerage, so is not Felix Holt to any offer an advantage that you could imagine for him.« »You must think him fit for any position - the first in the county.« »No, I don't,« said Esther shaking her head mischievously. »I think him too high for it.« »I see you can be ardent in your admiration.« »Yes, it is my champagne; you know I don't like the other kind.« »That would be satisfactory if one were sure of getting your admiration,« said Harold, leading her up to the terrace, and amongst the crocuses, from whence they had a fine view of the park and river. They stood still near the east parapet, and saw the dash of light on the water, and the pencilled shadows of the trees on the grassy lawn. »Would it do as well to admire you, instead of being worthy to be admired?« said Harold, turning his eyes from that landscape to Esther's face.