
possible, so that they might weather the bad time and keep themselves
independent. He would mention the definite measures which he desired to take,
and win her to a willing spirit. He was bound to try this - and what else was
there for him to do?
    He did not know how long he had been walking uneasily backwards and
forwards, but Rosamond felt that it was long, and wished that he would sit down.
She too had begun to think this an opportunity for urging on Tertius what he
ought to do. Whatever might be the truth about all this misery, there was one
dread which asserted itself.
    Lydgate at last seated himself, not in his usual chair, but in one nearer to
Rosamond, leaning aside in it towards her, and looking at her gravely before he
reopened the sad subject. He had conquered himself so far, and was about to
speak with a sense of solemnity, as on an occasion which was not to be repeated.
He had even opened his lips, when Rosamond, letting her hands fall, looked at
him and said -
    »Surely, Tertius -«
    »Well?«
    »Surely now at last you have given up the idea of staying in Middlemarch. I
cannot go on living here. Let us go to London. Papa, and every one else, says
you had better go. Whatever misery I have to put up with, it will be easier away
from here.«
    Lydgate felt miserably jarred. Instead of that critical outpouring for which
he had prepared himself with effort, here was the old round to be gone through
again. He could not bear it. With a quick change of countenance he rose and went
out of the room.
    Perhaps if he had been strong enough to persist in his determination to be
the more because she was less, that evening might have had a better issue. If
his energy could have borne down that check, he might still have wrought on
Rosamond's vision and will. We cannot be sure that any natures, however
inflexible or peculiar, will resist this effect from a more massive being than
their own. They may be taken by storm and for the moment converted, becoming
part of the soul which enwraps them in the ardour of its movement. But poor
Lydgate had a throbbing pain within him, and his energy had fallen short of its
task.
    The beginning of mutual understanding and resolve seemed as far off as ever;
nay, it seemed blocked out by the sense of unsuccessful effort. They lived on
from day to day with their thoughts still apart, Lydgate going about what work
