 itself re-inflam'd under the pressure of that
peculiar scepter-member which commands us all: but especially my darling, elect
from the face of the whole earth. And now, at its mightiest point of stiffness,
it felt to me something so subduing, so active, so solid and agreeable, that I
know not what name to give its singular impression: but the sentiment of
consciousness of its belonging to my supremely beloved youth, gave me so
pleasing an agitation, and work'd so strongly on my soul, that it sent all its
sensitive spirits to that organ of bliss in me, dedicated to its reception.
There, concentreing to a point, like rays in a burning glass, they glow'd, they
burnt with the intensest heat; the springs of pleasure were, in short, wound up
to such a pitch, I panted now, with so exquisitely keen an appetite for the
eminent enjoyment that I was even sick with desire, and unequal to support the
combination of two distinct ideas, that delightfully distracted me: for all the
thought I was capable of, was that I was now in touch, at once, with the
instrument of pleasure, and the great-seal of love. Ideas that, mingling
streams, pour'd such an ocean of intoxicating bliss on a weak vessel, all too
narrow to contain it, that I lay overwhelm'd, absorbed, lost in an abyss of joy,
and dying of nothing but immoderate delight.
    Charles then rous'd me somewhat out of this extatic distraction with a
complaint softly murmured, amidst a croud of kisses, at the position, not so
favourable to his desires, in which I receiv'd his urgent insistance for
admission, where that insistance was alone so engrossing a pleasure that it made
me inconsistently suffer a much dearer one to be kept out; but how sweet to
correct such a mistake! My thighs, now obedient to the intimations of love and
nature, gladly disclose, and with a ready submission, resign up the soft gateway
to the entrance of pleasure: I see, I feel the delicious velvet tip! ... he
enters me might and main, with ... oh! my pen drops from me here in the extasy
now present to my faithful memory! Description too deserts me, and delivers over
a task, above its strength of wing, to the imagination: but it must be an
imagination exalted by such a flame as mine that can do justice to that
sweetest, noblest of all sensations, that hailed and accompany'd the stiff
insinuation all
