 transfusion of heart and spirit, as
that coalescing, and making one body and soul with him, I was he, and he, me.
    But all this pleasure tending, like life from its first instants, towards
its own dissolution, liv'd too fast not to bring on upon the spur its delicious
moment of mortality; for presently the approach of the tender agony discover'd
itself by its usual signals, that were quickly follow'd by my dear love's
emanation of himself that spun out, and shot, feelingly indeed! up the ravish'd
in-draught: where the sweetly soothing balmy titillation opened all the juices
of joy on my side, which extatically in flow, help'd to allay the prurient glow,
and drown'd our pleasure for a while. Soon, however, to be on float again! For
Charles, true to nature's laws, in one breath expiring and ejaculating,
languish'd not long in the dissolving trance, but recovering spirit again, soon
gave me to feel that the true-mettle springs of his instrument of pleasure were,
by love, and perhaps by a long vacation, wound up too high to be let down by a
single explosion: his stiffness still stood my friend. Resuming then the action
afresh, without dislodging, or giving me the trouble of parting from my sweet
tenant, we play'd over again the same opera, with the same delightful harmony
and concert: our ardours, like our love, knew no remission; and, all as the tide
serv'd my lover, lavish of his stores, and pleasure milked, over-flowed me once
more from the fulness of his oval reservoirs of the genial emulsion: whilst, on
my side, a convulsive grasp, in the instant of my giving down the liquid
contribution, render'd me sweetly subservient at once to the increase of his
joy, and of its effusions: moving me so, as to make me exert all those springs
of the compressive exsuction with which the sensitive mechanism of that part
thirstily draws and drains the nipple of Love; with much such an instinctive
eagerness and attachment as, to compare great with less, kind nature engages
infants at the breast by the pleasure they find in the motion of their little
mouths and cheeks, to extract the milky stream prepar'd for their nourishment.
    But still there was no end of his vigour: this double discharge had so far
from extinguish'd his desires, for that time, that it had not even calm'd them;
and at his age,
