 would have seemed to her the condonation of deadly sin. »When I am a man!«
muttered Godwin. »Ah! when I am a man!«
    A year had gone by, and the routine to which he was bound began to have a
servile flavour. His mind chafed at subjugation to commercial interests. Sick of
sheep and cattle dressings, he grew tired of chemistry altogether, and presently
of physical science in general. His evenings were given to poetry and history;
he took up the classical schoolbooks again, and found a charm in Latin syntax
hitherto unperceived. It was plain to him now how he had been wronged by the
necessity of leaving school when his education had but just begun.
    Discontent becoming ripe for utterance, he unbosomed himself to Mr. Gunnery.
It happened that the old man had just returned from a visit to Kingsmill, where
he had spent a week in the museum, then newly enriched with geologic specimens.
After listening in silence to the boy's complaints, and pondering for a long
time, he began to talk of Whitelaw College.
    »Does it cost much to study there?« Godwin asked, gloomily.
    »No great sum, I think. There are scholarships to be had.«
    Mr. Gunnery threw out the suggestion carelessly. Knowing the hazards of
life, he could not quite justify himself in encouraging Godwin's restiveness.
    »Scholarships? For free study?«
    »Yes; but that wouldn't mean free living, you know. Students don't live at
the College.«
    »How do you go in for a scholarship?«
    The old man replied, meditatively, »If you were to pass the Cambridge Local
Examination, and to get the first place in the Kingsmill district, you would
have three years of free study at Whitelaw.«
    »Three years?« shouted Godwin, springing up from his chair.
    »But how could you live, my boy?«
    Godwin sat down again, and let his head fall forward.
    How to keep oneself alive during a few years of intellectual growth? - a
question often asked by men of mature age, but seldom by a lad of sixteen. No
matter. He resolved that he would study for this Cambridge Local Examination,
and have a try for the scholarship. His attainments were already up to the
standard required for average success in such competitions. On obtaining a set
of papers, he found that they looked easy enough. Could he not come out first in
the Kingsmill district?
    He worked vigorously at special subjects; aid was needless, but he wished
